I LOVE ROCK AND ROLL.

forget bout whats behind us and look forward

2011-04-12T22:22:00.003+08:00

what can i say about my boyfriend? He's the best guy on earth, he loves me for who i am, he wants the best for me i'm always me first in his heart. WHICH GIRL DOESNT WANT THAT?! ME FIRST!!!!! hahahahahahha
cant wait for army to end. army took my boyfriend away:(

your R/ship isnt perfect its rotten so pls dont judge my r/ship. you are no one to do so too. so stfu and continue living in denial that your bf is still by your side always. rmb wad he did to you and who stood by you. who be friend with him and so be friend with my boyfriend or im sorry youre out of my life. im not childish im serious. boyfriend before friend, youre doing it too so dont blame me.

2010 pass sooo quickly!

2010-11-24T20:39:00.002+08:00

its been so long, ikr. life ain't that great after all, IA is here and im missing my friends alot. my closest darlings to my ite mates. i hate myself for not going to school, skipping lessons, i should have appreciate school but whatever. i hate my life now:(

Just not getting over you

2010-09-12T16:07:00.002+08:00

We already been through this much together, hopefully we can be forever young to live our life together. In life in love in faith we have we will be the best and better den anyone else. I was insane a few days back, I can't be sane untill the day I find who and what I'm living for. No one but myself, I fucking deserve everything on earth and everything and anything the world can offer.

little boy

2010-07-25T11:23:00.002+08:00

To my little boy, hi my SONNNNNNNN! "did you go school today? you miss mummy? " HAHAHAHA!
k whatever, anyway i just want you to know that you're the best and yes we may not always have the same opinion but we always work it out. Sometimes you have your out burst and i do too, whatever it is i will still love you YAHAYA BIN ABDUL RAHMAN :D

its so fluffy im gonna die!

2010-07-25T11:12:00.002+08:00

haven been blogging ever since like after so long. omg i cant wait for the china trip woohhooo! sharing room with adeline toh, while shes sleeping at night i'll murder jojo! muahahahah!!

I just don't care

2010-07-17T12:00:00.000+08:00

How I choose to express myself? It comes naturally and it take my breath away. I can never expect of all ppl you're the one.

dexters's laboratory

2010-07-10T12:33:00.002+08:00

ups and downs, high and low, who ever gonna know? so why not just live everyday with a positive thinking and be happy. lastly my dog stinks!

dont change me

2010-07-10T12:23:00.001+08:00

"Can't Be Tamed"

For those who don't know me,
I can get a bit crazy
Have to get my way,yep
24 hours a day
'Cuz I'm hot like that

Every guy, everywhere
just gives me mad attention
Like I'm under inspection
I always gets a ten,
'Cuz I'm built like that

I go through guys like money
flyin' out the hands
They try to change me
but they realize they can't
And every tomorrow is a day I never plan
If you gonna be my man understand

I can't be tamed
I can't be saved
I can't be blamed
I can't can't I can't can't be tamed
I can't be changed
I can't be tamed
I can't be can't I can't be tamed

If there was a question about my intentions,
I'll tell ya
I'm not here to sell ya
Or tell you to go to hell
(I'm not a brat like that)
I'm like a puzzle
but all of my pieces are jagged
If you can understand this,
we can make some magic,
I'm on like that

I wanna fly,
I wanna drive,
I wanna go
I wanna be apart of something I don't know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby, by now you should know

I can't be tamed
I can't be saved
I can't be blamed
I can't can't I can't can't be tamed
I can't be changed
I can't be tamed
I can't be can't I can't be tamed

Well I'm not a trick you play,
I'm wired a different way
I'm not a mistake,
I'm not a fake,
It's set in my DNA
Don't change me
Don't change me
Don't change me
Don't change me
(I can't be tamed)

I wanna fly,
I wanna drive,
I wanna go
I wanna be apart of something I don't know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby, by now you should know

I can't be tamed
I can't be saved
I can't be blamed
I can't can't I can't can't be tamed
I can't be changed
I can't be tamed
I can't be can't I can't be tamed

2010-06-23T17:04:00.002+08:00

FROM LISA HOEDEN BLOG!
cute la this thing wanna follow him can not?
aida chew i found my password alr so ya you can read now.

its been so long.

2010-05-28T17:07:00.001+08:00

Wait.

2010-04-03T04:48:00.002+08:00

I just wanna be with you. Hope you'll understand that which I think you will. I'm not feeling good now can I cry out loud and say whatever I wanna say? NO I can't!!!!!! Ytbailyinh.

what are we now?

2010-03-08T18:54:00.003+08:00

Larve buy for me k?

stop eating unglam rojak in front of me fuck off!

2010-02-12T20:08:00.003+08:00

call me dont text understand that
katy perry rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

hell yeah
YES!

fade.

2010-02-10T15:29:00.003+08:00

if someone make this for me i will cry and marry the person:) hahahaha
i like this bitch.

it always is

2010-02-09T17:30:00.002+08:00

come my house come my house come my house

2010-02-08T16:32:00.001+08:00

give it up to me

2010-02-02T17:37:00.001+08:00

i want your drama the touch of your hand.

i love larve i love lisa i love aida i love gwen and i love you.

i wanna kiss you

2010-01-22T20:40:00.001+08:00

bye.

looking from a distance

2010-01-10T23:21:00.001+08:00

tomorrow life skills again:( hate life skills. must i go? please say no.

we want it all.

2010-01-09T12:52:00.002+08:00

NEW YEAR NEW ME.
life should be that simple i wish you were that simple. it's kinda stressful to live in this current situation, adelinetoh i'm confused and lost in soooo many ways!
i think i should know yes or no. right lawling?

Last to know

2009-12-29T14:34:00.002+08:00

I had a very scary/weird dream last night I can't rmb what happened but I just rmb feeling very uncomfortable and light headed.
Because of that I woke up now I'm god damn tired! $+<+<+<$<^~%{][%^??.!@@));:-,"&£(,)£&@@"!!!?,?!!!

Took it and left it behind all alone.

2009-12-24T01:53:00.002+08:00

Today is the eve of Christmas! Haven make up my mind on who to give those presents to! Later I'll be gg for Christmas mass and back to lisa's home to makan! Venezia koh I miss JoN &kate plus 8 if u know wad I mean! I'm hoping you'll know or that's the end to our friendship!!!!!!!! Haha I miss and love you. See you later bitch bye :):)

christmas!

2009-12-18T01:51:00.002+08:00

Next friday is cccchhhhrrrriiiisssstttttmmmmaaasss!! holy cow year 2009 is gonna end! i dunno if it's gonna end on a positive note or a negative note for me this year. pray hard i will be satisfied with whatever i have now:)
xoxo
ZARALIMSHIQI

tonight im'ma fight till we see the sunlight

2009-12-18T00:21:00.002+08:00

18 fucking years old acting like 8 mths baby. wtf is wrong with you? seriously get a L.I.F.E pubic hair haHAHAHAA. fine wadever this will be the first and last post bout you. i never thought or even think that we will be in this stupid situation. BFF?! nah. just forget it.

Lisa hoeden david darren larve, yall better rmb we swear by changi ar, no be a cb. HAHAH AIDA CHEW bought jon and kate alr! aww sweet sia. i can't believe that i'm happy each day of my life now. adeline toh this saturday!

how!

2009-11-21T16:32:00.002+08:00

i did before

2009-11-16T14:23:00.001+08:00

i finally change my blog skin! but i don't really like it so ya wadever. had fun last weekend:) love yall. bye.

Been here all along.

2009-11-08T23:01:00.003+08:00

today lisa and i was boiling during mass. well okay not boiling but just pissed. like what on earth did i do now? hello firstly i wasn't and was never in the whole picture, neither am i was like eh this eh this, i know what's happening now and for Christ sake don't pull me in the story. it's doesn't really matter if i still have you as my friend,but it does matter when you pull me this whole big hoo-ha story. i respect your decision , but take a look at what's seriously is happening den living in denial for the rest of your life.
i HATE all this post in my blog but i guess this is the only way that i can 'talk' to you. i didn't wish for all this stuffs to happen. i do really think that we will be together as in together forever but i figured out that we are not meant to be. so whatever i'll let it be. time do NOT heal everything.
THE TRUTH HURTS THE MOST. that's why ppl normally don't speak the truth or rather they do but only maybe 75% of it is true?! idk for this case.
take care and i love you=)

2 types of ppl in the world

2009-10-25T02:41:00.001+08:00

omg! i want this for Halloween! HAHAH

bragging rights

2009-10-21T23:24:00.004+08:00

hmm didn't blog for zillion yrs already. we started bread production alr! so fast la. so now we are alr in school for 6 month. not kidding SIX FUCKING MONTHS!
So quickly we drifted soooo far apart is like we barely know each other now. what's with attitude ever single day of ur life? won't you feel tired and sick? Believe in KARMA. We all have to be on the same page if not hell will go loose! your world may only have you in it but sometimes look around you and you will find that you're not the only one living in this world. if you don't like it, what make you think i will like it?! but i don't think you will know it's you cos i don't think that you know your mistakes. warning I'm not the only one that despise you.
I never knew that Emma was so strong that she can actually break this bench by just sitting down. and Sir Rosli kept on insisting that it was me. SOooooooooo irritating ! HAHA

Adeline toh if you're reading this i just wanna say Edward have been pissing me off lately. come back to school la. miss you know!!!!!!!!!

when the wind blow the cradle will fall

2009-10-16T21:22:00.002+08:00

Almost

2009-10-11T21:44:00.002+08:00

almost there. or not even close to it?! Jesus would know.
Going back to school tomorrow, haven even get a single thing done yet! Just the thought of travelling to school make me soooooooo tired already.

KATE deserve a slap.

2009-10-09T20:56:00.003+08:00

noooo not A slap. but 8931659835 millions of slap. i mean how can she be sooo evil to her own kids. Lisa Marie call her and tell her stop going for her service in Church cos even now GOD will not forgive her. She's just plain NASTY and EVIL.

29092009

2009-09-29T14:20:00.003+08:00

My throat hurt like a bitch! Have no mood for anything!? I have no idea why that's the problem! maybe it's pms or something i dunno!

Used to

2009-09-26T13:45:00.004+08:00

like auntie like nephew ( look at those cramp up toes!)

watched phobia 2 ytd! It was scary and the last story was god damn funny! HAHA ohhh yes and the actors are HOT the 3rd story one esp but pls w/o the earring thank you.

sleep sleep sleep zara go sleep!

2009-09-24T04:03:00.000+08:00

SOS! i can't sleep! Someone help me!!

i cant get enough of your lalalalala

2009-09-24T02:03:00.002+08:00

Lepak at Starbucks today was kinda boring cos we have totally nothing to do in life anymore! HAHA OMFG! Venezia Koh Jo-Lyn you're a suckish best friend know wanna talk to you NOW! Admit that i will always answer your calls. HAHA I'm sooo happy for you:) if you know what i mean(fb)..... hahah
THE RACE HAVE ALREADY STARTED!!!

Cool or what?

2009-09-23T01:07:00.002+08:00

Everything is sooooooo weird now like seriously. All thanks to miss Clarissa lee qiu ping that I can't sleep!! And yes if you're Reading this I'm telling you that you've suceed in making me stay awake. God knows for how long am I ever gonna be awake for. Hahaha

Self Inflicted

2009-09-16T00:24:00.001+08:00

why why why

2009-09-13T21:17:00.001+08:00

BYEBYE

mj

2009-09-12T21:36:00.001+08:00

i'm a radar

2009-09-12T21:23:00.002+08:00

eh wah lao I'm telling you i shouldn't have go to that 'place'. i regretted it straight away it's like $@@^%*^%^$#$$*&^%#####&%^$#@!%$%. oh my Lisa i should have just listen to you:) I'm done with it but it still bug me a big big time k. shit face. but I'm happy today like okay maybe only for 2 minutes?! idk. lalalala kbye.

sick and tired

2009-09-10T03:01:00.002+08:00

god damn shit ass! i'm like damnnnnnnnnnn tired but i just can't sleep,seems like i have 082975029753029745097350238 things undone. i'm not really excited bout holidays now dunno why too?! something is wrong with my brain and everything. it's feels like i have something missing around me or just simply anything. it's strange!
Today's paper like WTF! no doubt if i fail, that's wad you get for not studying.

FUCK!

090909(:

2009-09-09T23:27:00.001+08:00

EXAM ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!

'I'll stand by you'

Oh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I’ve seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

So if you're mad get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

Oh I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you

i'll stand by you

2009-09-05T02:59:00.001+08:00

"I'll Stand By You"

Oh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I’ve seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

So if you're mad get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

Oh I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you

be kind and nice

2009-08-28T22:40:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really wonder, blogs are actually for us to vent our anger on or it's just simply just a 'personal' dairy ? seriously have no idea! Ha i bet lots of ppl also don't have the answer.

Anyways, meet Alicia and Lisa ytd. went to Alicia house to help out in cooking her 'romance' dinner at the beach. Darren is growing so quickly that i realise i can't picture folding him and fitting him in a photo frame anymore:( that's sad. held him for a while ytd! he's soooo cute, while he was slping i lay him on my chest and all i could feel was his chubby cheeks resting there. aww that's sweet isn't it?! :)) hahaha. actually for that spilt moment i realise i love kids but after returning him to Cyndi i realise I'm still not that into kids after all! hahahaha

went town after school today, had fun. but my red friend had to disturb. THANKS.

Life's a climb

2009-08-25T00:52:00.002+08:00

it seems like 23876397609865 years since i blog. miss those days with lots of energy to go online often. Anyways Internet connection sucks a big time now. school is stressing the living shit out of me. this week is the worst i guess?! Having cake mixing test in bout 13 hours and i haven even open the notes to study! GREAT!

it's simple as it seems

2009-08-11T01:07:00.002+08:00

OMFG! i'm offically 18.

Just take a moment to re-evaluate

2009-08-08T16:47:00.003+08:00

I received my first birthday cake yesterday:) Thank you soo soo muchhhhh ppl:) but although the surprise me but i also mah-lu myself at fish and co. bloody hell i have to stand on the chair while everyone sing happy birthday to you! at the moment i seriously wanted to dig a hole and hide in there! luckily i wasn't the only birthday person the guy beside our table also have to stand on the chair! HAHA.
After dinner hang around the Cathay there, den decided to watch "where got ghost" at 1.40 AM. and yes we waited for like 3 hours for the movie. IT'S NOT WORTH THE WAIT! i fall asleep and i catch no balls bout that movie! Plus the cinema is stinky hot and full of MICs! fuck i promise myself i will never watched anymore Chinese movies (which i hardly watch la)!

CLARISSA LEE 'CHINCHILLA' send me this at 12.40 am 8/8/09
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BITCH!!!(: I LOVE YOU.

And of cos my first reaction was aww sweet! but i stop to think like eh wah lao my birthday is on august the 9 not 8 why she text me so early! hahaha k la chinchilla i love you too la. you're the first to send me msg unlike my best friend! (venezia koh) HAHAHAHAHA!!!

k now i'm not that excited for tonight or turning 18 anymore. BYE.

did you take off when i'm gone.

2009-08-06T00:52:00.003+08:00

'But it could be so simple
(you were thinking)
Life should be that simple
(Who would have thought it)
I wish it were just so simple
(don't know what you were thinking)
But the point's been missed
You've made a mess
Who would have guessed
That it's as simple as it seems ' simple katy perry

spent the whole of last weekend with none other den Lisa Marie. Friday she stayed over den morning we went to escape , lucky the tickets were free if not i swear i will demand a refund! we over played 3-4 rides and that's it! all the rides that we always play is all down.Wtf!

Adeline toh, I'm not emo at Starbucks today k! it's just that I'm tired and my back is freaking pain! maybe you are not used to me being quiet but honestly i have my quiet times. it's nothing it's just that i wanna shut up cos talking waste alot of energy. Haha it's better than i start talking crap right?! haha once i start i can never stop! if you know what i mean:)

Thinking of you

2009-07-30T00:52:00.000+08:00

=( / =) don't know/don't care right?

2009-07-29T23:18:00.003+08:00

omg had been feeling lousy for the past few days. i know i shouldn't, friends had always been saying you're only hurting yourself and stuffs but it's hell not easy to just stop thinking and stop talking bout it. life sucks when we are not getting wad we want. wonderful when everything goes smoothly but honestly how long would 'wonderful' stay?
it's the tiny tiny stuffs that make you gaga about,and it's the tiny tiny stuffs cause you so much hurt too.
i should create a whole new world labeled carefree,happy little world. and make sure everyone living there gets wad they want and for those who are sad will get a fine! HAHA zara dream on!
k whatever.

too good to deny it.

2009-07-28T00:47:00.003+08:00

was just looking back at all my secondary school days picture. year book and stuff. too bad for me that we can only live our life once not twice but only ONCE! i seriously missed all the fun we had in school,after school,e-hub studying'. life is soo much different now,in secondary school we will have not much worries. however as we grow older Mr worry will just come knocking on our door!
I'm really sick and tired of this lifestyle I'm living. I'm happy but very tiring i miss Lisa vene and Alicia. i just wish that life would be the same once again where we can just talk as and when we like unlike now it's still kinda hard for us to talk. it's either work/school/outing. that's so us now!
as for me SCHOOL! Venezia SCHOOL! Lisa soon gonna be SCHOOL! Alicia WORK!

I'm freaking confuse now. i know you're not worth me thinking of all the time,but i dunno why i can't stop doing that. a text trills me , a casual talk make me blush, a sight of you make my day.
I've been praying that i won't get this feeling everyday, it's worst when i just got up. the restless feeling , the suckish mood,the thought of oh this this this oh this this this. i just want to find the old Zara back the bubbly always happy girl who doesn't care bout anything , and wake up everyday feeling happy ,excited . dear lord Jesus Christ please take all this away from me!

Edited
omg i'm thinking bout it again! very hard to press a few buttons is it? FUCK. gonna sleep. BYE

shattered glass

2009-07-27T00:40:00.003+08:00

my eyelids are closing anytime now! woke up early for mass this morning (HOLY) after mass went for EA lunch party Kinda fun - the guy singing emo songs and the stupid fake talks/laughter. HAHA went to lisa place slack there , was talking to chinchilla on msn this afternoon. Chinchilla i've been wanting to know why? den you ended up asking me one question my answer is i swear. Den you didn't reply me. thanks man. HAHAHA.
13 more days i promise i can't wait and i will be god damn happy:)
BYE

Thinking of you

2009-07-24T00:06:00.002+08:00

skipped school today, trust me it's healthy to skip school once in a while. HAHA.

Went to poly to get mc,Lis place. Oh yayy my b-day is sorta being planned but certain things need to change cos of the location and blah~ Can't wait for my birthday to come:) Just went to deathclock.com and I'm dying on DEC 20 2080. Sooooo long more way! I'll be old and hagged by den. 89 years old. wow nice i seriously wonder where will i be by then? side by side with my old partner? Old folk /nursing home? living blissfully with many grand kids? I just can't think straight now. everything is soo blur I'm freaking god damn tired and my head hurts. this feels like a fish out of water experience. Never felt like this before. hate it.
I need to smoke.

Damn is the word now

2009-07-22T01:42:00.002+08:00

18 more days! And yes finally.

Was planning what to do for my up coming b-day:) book a hotel rm? Club? Pubs? Dunno not sure too. I'm fine with anything as long as i have clits to be with me and yall know who. Hahaha.
i dunno is it me or wad? But why on this earth there's such ppl? I seriously don understand. It felt like a very very different and strange situation to be in. I wanna get out.

if only you can hear my screams

2009-07-19T16:46:00.006+08:00

Had fun with my bitches on Friday:) Lis (official nickname) ,Dave,Alice and i went to pet farm den went to fish farm. Did the stupid irritating annoying fish spa. It felt like many lil tiny teeth biting your legs. And god damn you're like paying 12 bucks just to feed the fishes? I doubt i'll ever go back there and feed them again! Saw two goats and their name are Michael and Jackson! Sooo cool:) Went back to Alice place watched The haunting in Connecticut. I fall asleep during the movie this show how interesting the movie was! erm but we only watched it half way. so ya. Anyways after that we made jokes like "my Agnes feels like vomiting". Blah Blah...

Met Chinchilla,Fahmi,Yaya,Adeline at sengkang. In the end we ended up in chinchilla house. Den reached home round 7 plus. Argh going to Alice place soon to continue our Haunting in Connecticut. Hopefully i won't fall asleep again. Muahahahahahahahahahh!

What to do?

2009-07-17T00:51:00.002+08:00

Gosh!

Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into your eyes Looking into your eyes Looking into your eyes Oh won't you walk through And bust in the door And take me away Oh no more mistakes Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

i gotta feeling.

2009-07-15T00:55:00.002+08:00

25-6 days away from my 18 birthday:)

super duper happy! can't wait for my freaking b-day:) hahaha after school went to red man and bought stuffs for school den chimchila and i went to meet fahmi and yaya for cards game! In total i got like 75047607136134 whack from them so annoying!! i swear i wanna revenge! bastards.

baking banana cake tmr:) i love it!! hahahaha

Bye

this was never the way i planned, not my intention.

2009-07-14T00:41:00.003+08:00

Is today named " THE EMO"? why is everyone soo god damn emo?! even i am.

i regretted.i hate this.i don't need this.
BYE

i love it the way now pls don't change it.

2009-07-13T02:08:00.003+08:00

God! this week was a tough week for me!!! Friday after school went prawning with Clarissa,Adeline,wee sin,yaya,fahmi,shihui. after prawning went for Darren's first month:) i love that boy he is the cutest thing on Earth! hahah. Den went to Lisa house for sleep over:) was fun but we only slept like at 5 + am? woke up 1 + that day, met Alicia. Went swimming at downtown. Alicia is really blind or maybe she just dunno how to read conditioner and shampoo. she bought conditioner instead of shampoo. thanks:) my hair is sooooo smooth now! (bitch). I did something stupid that day,so stupid that Lisa pee! I'm sorry! hahah
slept at 5 am again and woke up at 11+. suppose to attend mass but Alicia cancelled it. satanic child. anyways went hyper store blah blah blah blah... Alicia house/room blah blah blah.... went ehub and met Lisa. walked to the beach had our usual talks.
Walked back to Alicia block and guess what? a black cat scare the living shit out of me! but not just one cat but TWO of them. shit! i will choose death den cats honestly! haaha
Lips like green tea:)
msn now like finally I'm online right?! hahaha k who cares. BYE.

Sweet Memories

2009-07-09T00:12:00.002+08:00

I was looking through all my photos and i actually didn't recall all this pictures like when are they taken and stuffs..

Why mood swing?!

2009-07-08T22:33:00.002+08:00

Mood swings = BITCH! In recent weeks I've been too crazy/mad over certain stuff!

baked butter cake today. i didn't like like at all! the butter cake have some kinda funky smell which i thought is stinky but they all say it's the butter smell. Even Tanty tasted it and say it's alright. After all, I HATE BUTTER CAKES.

Feeling very moody after practical today. It was just a sudden mood swing. i almost scream at someone but the person was lucky that i manage to control my screams! There are many stuffs which are bothering me which i can't just say neither can i react to that. Life's a bitch. I seriously need my bitches to talk to now!

It won't take me too long right?

2009-07-03T00:43:00.002+08:00

Have not been blogging for 365239786 yrs.
on 290609:
Meet Lisa David venezia went to beach for a talk blah blah blah.. den went to class chalet, gossip with tanty acha and more was damn fun talking to tanty. her popular phrase "you're mean but i like it" the first teacher who thinks that smoking is fine like it's part of growing up kinda thing. Isn't she a cool teacher?! Went prawning with the usual,walk from punngol marina to punggol mrt and yes it was very very god damn far!! i swear i would have roll if i can!
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went swimming and got burn like a freaking red hot lobster. in the night something bad happened. shall not elaborate. I'm scared.
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home finally. slept the whole day.
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Can't wait for school to start,i bet Adeline toh too. anyways watched transformer with Alicia today was damn awesome however for the whole 2.5 hours i needed to pee badly so i didn't really enjoy the show:(

i want you badly. will you want me by your side now? i need you right here right now!

Nothing else i can say. eh eh .

2009-06-23T21:41:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry for this ugly pictures:)

Met Lisa ytd went t0 the beach,talk,sing songs,make videos,making fun of ppl(what's new). Many kaypos in Singapore! for example when i was smelling Lisa hair a Indian guy walk pass us and started looking like ' wah lesbo'. fucking kaypo sia i was smelling because it really smell good not like I'm kissing her or whatever right. damn. den we shared a bowl of meatballs together. met Alicia , blah blah blah.... decided to go drinking at fish pond to celebrate Alicia birthday. Sleep over at Alicia place,had curry maggi w/ padi as usual. Alicia added 14 chilli padi. yes it was super duper HOT! Played with baby :) He smiled at me while i was carrying him. so cute la! HAHA

To my 2 beloved friend. ALICIA AND LISA

2009-06-21T17:41:00.000+08:00

Body so fine.

2009-06-20T02:59:00.003+08:00

okay i'm bored so i decided to pose a crazy act lian pose i don't know if i pass for that. I don't care! Ha.
just ended a phone call with Venezia like finally we talk. Even if you're my best friend we don't talk that often and we somehow just know when to phone each other. rmb our deal/aim.
Alicia b-day coming up soon:)
I'm only turning 18 in like 40 days!? See everyone around me is turning 18 except ME!

Cute boy:)

2009-06-14T03:36:00.002+08:00

Flash light!!

Life's A Bitch?

2009-06-14T03:22:00.002+08:00

Holiday finally starteddddd!!!!!!! muahahahaha.. I'm sick and tired of town already k! Friday was in town of a while,Saturday in town almost the whole day!!!! okay first and fore most.. i think i want to stop hearing the tattoo gun sound (dunno what's the name) for a while till i want to get my done. in 2 straight days I've been hearing that. god ! argh

OMG! Baby Darren(hopefully his parents won't change it anymore!) is sooooo god damn cute! feel like just chewing on his cheeks and fold him up and frame him up on my wall.. i know that's evil! but SERIOUSLY he is CUTE!

I MISS MY BEST FRIEND! BITCH FACE LA YOU. HAHAHA RANDOM I KNOW:)

I'm trying my fucking best:(

2009-06-10T23:34:00.003+08:00

I miss everything from the past. Somehow as we grow older less happiness we have.

Baked checked box cookies and brownie today:) It's so damn HOT in the kitchen because apparently the air con is spoilt! I'm not surprise if tmr is another hot day):

I Heart RED:)

2009-06-07T00:26:00.003+08:00

This year is kinda a wonderful year for me cos i don think i have anymore wish list! i got everything i wanted! stuffs like laptop,I touch,E71,oven and so on... blah blah. What's the best is all of them is in RED! Itouch and oven doesn't come in red so ya. I think i'm like seriously mad over the colour RED! Ha! It's a hint to those who want to get me something for my 18 Birthday which is like still 3286936hjkvb months later. Chee toad lor.

Later going prawning and Happy birthday Adeline Toh Law ling:)

Hunch - Brown

2009-06-05T20:14:00.002+08:00

Was just thinking of Alicia Tan werid way of pronuncing words
Mash potatoes - Smash p
Cigarette- Ci.gret
and so on....

Skipped school today:) Maybe going to lisa house for a slumber party. Muahaahahahaha.

New moon!!!

2009-06-04T02:32:00.001+08:00

2 = 1

2009-06-01T23:41:00.003+08:00

You two SHUT THE FUCK UP! seriously la WHATEVER is the word to use for you 2 like fucking shit ass serious. I swear upon God that i will NEVER ever read that 2 irritating blog in my life!!! first blog i wanted to say '........... will you ever shut the fuck up like glue your mouth with super duper powerful glue and i wish that I'll never see you again but too bad that's hard you know!
Second blog '........... stupid bimbo oops you're just dumb not pretty you look like b*ps'
I can care less if you 2 know who you are cos I'm not the only one who hate you both.

Anyway aside from my anger, I scored 49.5/60 for my theory test and 80/100 for my practical test for pastry basic!!! so happy la. for the first time i actually have A !!! (exclude Chinese)
Dad is just being irritating, he said in a very try to act funny way like why you didn't get this result for 'o'? HAHAHA if i got this result for 'o' i won't be in ITE i will be in JC!

Tmr having practical test again!!! Pray hard that my Cream puff will turn out well unlike the previous thing cream stone!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ps: I HATE CHINA CHEENA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Go back to wherever you belong! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

2009-06-01T01:08:00.002+08:00

Okay i just cried! after watching Jon and Kate plus 8 season 5 the decision had been made! it's pretty obvious that Kate tried to save her marriage but Jon doesn't seems to want it. During the interview Kate cried after saying "that might be our last family picture" that sad! see what i meant by i don want a marriage!? hai! poor kids. in the show Alexis said to jon 'Daddy i miss you""i don want you to leave anymore for work". Sooooo sad isn't it?! Kate is the one who is being strong and facing what ever problem she have to face , jon is just escaping from it. Go Kate! plus she even organise the kids 5 b-day all alone! ALONE! see Jon must have not been around.Kate also said that whatever she's doing now is for her kids she breath cos of them work cos of them and nth else.

Praying hard that the gosselin family doesn't break up like how everyone see them now. I guess only Lisa can feel the same way i feel now cos she's trying not to believe but IT"S TRUE.

Had fun with Bitches today:) and happy b-day Aida, ass hole for turning 18.

2009-05-28T22:02:00.003+08:00

Your hands tell you that you will have an eventful and fulfilling life in which you enjoy exciting successful career and personal moves and the fact that you are making a tangible impact on people around you. You will find constant changing factors around you and at times you may feel tired having to keep up with them, but you will always feel fulfilled looking back at the things you've accomplished.
quiz from fb

Yes i'll have sucessful career!! Pastry chef? or what? i dunno la let's see.... mayb in 3 yrs from now or maybe even 10 yrs from now i dunno! ahahahaha

Its all about the climb.

2009-05-26T23:39:00.002+08:00

Blah blah blah. Felt like i did 86963552639 things in school today! But the truth is that i only did eclair.. Oh wells whatever. Holiday is coming soon and I'm super duper happy!!! lalalalala.....

okay the thing is that am i just being paranoid or WHAT? After much elimination i decided to just live the way i did for the pass 1+ month. I mean at least i had fun making jokes with you, disturbing ppl and suan you but every time i want to talk to you the stupid negative talk overpower everything. The thing is childish/dumb/shitty that i have to agree to it, but why like that ? argh. whatever zara lim shut up!!!!!!!

Tomorrow having Tanty test and i haven even study yet!! fuck sia!!! knncb..

i miss hyper store ppl and the late night out with them:( i don think things can go back to normal or even impossible. It's random so shut up and go study your lungs out. bye.

Gummi Yummy:)

2009-05-23T16:02:00.002+08:00

Sweets are good for your teeth! According to reseachers at the University of Washington, Gummi bears contain a natural sweetener,xylitol,that lowers the amount of streptococcus mutans,a contributor to tooth decay. Before you buy out a candy store,note the suggested intake is a maximun of 12 gummies a day. :)

Source from Cleo june 2009.

Stuck with each other

2009-05-22T19:48:00.003+08:00

Life's sweet,nice,pleasant,boring,fuck-up.

Everything went smoothing this week:) and yes i conquer the whole week w/o feeling a must to do something that i hate. Okay i'm sooo proud of myself cos Tanty and Justin chua praise me in front of my parents ytd:) all my life in school i receive nothing but complaints and more complaints ever since like wad from nursery to sec 5? Yupp yupp very proud!!! hehs...
My hair being a bitch cos it keep on getting tangle so irritating can! argh. The whole week past like damn fast la! Baked cream puffs this week. yummyumm

Schools fun. With like Adeline,Huimin,Michelle,Wendilyn the weirdos. esp wendilyn the sickest of alll!! "touch the dickkics never wash the hannie" that's fun to joke bout! ahaha ate alot in school today!!! Share curry rice with wendilyn in the morning den after school ate curry rice again! WTF! i foresee myself dying young! oh ya and more ice teh and ice milo!!!! hai yaya.

Lisa Marie Hoeden you're the most JIJIK person i ever seen in my entire 17+ yrs of life!!!!!!!! 'DARLING' next time what more?! Hotel rooms?! 3 persons on one bed! 1) Lisa 2).......... 3).......
I bet you can figure that out yourself! ha! ok hint is that that 2 person are related! oh so related that same same pattern! hahahahaha

Alicia Tan swee kim! you too don't pretend that you are not involve in this ar! I know you deep down inside you love that 2 person so deeply that you will die for them:)

Venezia Koh I miss you:) Meet up soon!! And stop trying to seduce young innocent cute boys!! hahahah kidding... ahaha

I was asked to go T1 to meet the jijik ppl that i love still thinking if i should go cos no more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$!!! hais~

Pastries i bake:)

2009-05-16T18:17:00.005+08:00

Lemon meringe
Meringe

Apple Tart

Chocolate Tart

Fruits Tartlet

Fruit Tartlet

Chocolate roll Shortbread

ShortBread

Raspberries Shortbread

Shortbread

Chocolate Chip cookies

The Legency.

2009-05-13T22:52:00.002+08:00

School is going well:) Been to school of officially 1 month! and yes i made it! After school suppose to go PS with wendilyn but turn out to be that we went hougang with huimin,Adeline,joy we went to red man to buy stuff for baking! oh well it's fun right? Spent like 1/2 an hour in there man! argh! my wallet is running dry soo sad:( Never mind i have my own way !

Tomorrow baking short bread, oh boy i love the roll one it taste delicious!! yum yum...

In one month many things happened, friendship ended , new love started, true hate started and we all see true colours showing:)

Just to take something off my chest :)

2009-05-13T22:47:00.002+08:00

I SERIOUSLY WONDER HOW CAN PPL BE SO SELFISH AT TIMES. I KNOW SIMON IS UR DATING PARTNER BUT STILL IN MY EYES YOU'RE JUST AN A DESPO 18 LADY! I KNOW THIS HURT BUT "WHAT HURTS THE MOST"? i'M NOT JALOUS OR WHATSOEVER I'M JUST CONFUSE. AND I I HATE THE WAT YOU PHRASE UR BLOG. STOP MAKING PPL THINK THAT UR SO COOL HAVE MANY EX EX EX OR WAD EVER K. YOU'RE JUST A PATHERITIC BITCH. GO SUCK COCK LA. CHEE BYE.

lOVES,
ZARA:)

Boom Boom POW!

2009-05-11T22:59:00.002+08:00

God damn it! out of 86346389573976849769847 of living people living in this world why i have to see her?! It's so weird and WEIRD! so irritating ! argh! Oh ya i didn't mention this before therefore this show how much i hate this person to the core that this person doesn't exsist in my life, and it is once again out of 487597698379876 ppl i've saw her! and yes both are from sacss one teacher one student! i guess it's isn't hard to guess who is the 'student' one right? hahaha
It's someone alicia hate too! rmb during those days in sec 3 ? hahah

Talking bout hate now this remind me of something which seriously bugg me alot! I was reading someone blog and happen to read this Bups blog! and i was angry/jijik but the first look and decided to change page! I really wonder how can someone really think that she is goddess? as in c'mon you're not la you look like you just came back from Thailand after a sex change k! hahah no offence but it's true ! i'm not the only one who think like this i have to say many of us think alike! hah! too bad so sad ! stupid poser!

Had fun in school today:) Baked cookies and we are gonna learn shortbread on wednesday:)
Venezia i know you like short bread so i'll bake for you k :D hahah (hopefully you still like it?!)

5/1 (2008)

2009-05-10T21:33:00.001+08:00

Happy Mothers' Day!

2009-05-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

Just took a quiz from Fb, it's scary cos it's kinda true!!
-What a liberty-loving soul ! Well, this posture reveals your true identity . Comfort-lover and beauty-worshipper , you are also a real spendthrift ( but luckily you earn just as much ) . Your other undesirable trait is that you are a bit nosy and seem to enjoy gossiping . well , who did you mention in your tales lately ?

I was being bored so i decided to view youtube videos after viewing some lame videos i went to search for sacss videos. I'm telling you those videos almost make me cry! It's soo fun and happy back then unlike now everybody is all busy with their own life now. It's impossible for those time to ever come back again! Hai! Anyways tmr i'm gonna bake cookies!! yayy at least something i like to eat or even my friends! tarts not really!! hahaha.. Alicia tan is being annoying now! Damn you Alicia Tan Swee Kim aka Jordin Sparks!

Something is bugging me not all the time but all the time! i dunno why! It's not about my friends life but it's all bout something happening in my life! not that serious to death but at the same time it's important to me! ~~Lisa Alicia don't bother asking cos i don even know how to say it!~~

Decay/Beautiful

2009-05-09T16:10:00.001+08:00

Beautiful/Decay

2009-05-09T13:46:00.002+08:00

Oh God finally Saturday!!! Ytd cabbed home from school @@#$!$^!! expensive sia! I love Friday because it's the slackest day ever! Skipped pe, baking science for like 3 hours which that pass so quickly,lunch with classmates and aida at super sumo, wanted to go home but i went back cos i have the sudden urge to use the toilet in school so aida and i went back!! I guess lucky is the word i should use now becos LUCKY that i went back to school (attendance) LUCKY that Ms Tanty ended the class EARLY! Yayy. hahah. The class was planning on having class chalet during the holiday (which i dunno when) it's kinda exciting to actually made friends there and the class is kinda together together?! Minus the conflict it would be perfect! but you know who cares about perfection because once it's too perfect everything seems so fake and unreal.

Everyday of my life!

2009-05-07T21:24:00.002+08:00

Leah Gosselin Singing And Mady Bitch SHUT UP!

2009-04-26T13:33:00.002+08:00

Lucky I'm In Love With My Breast Friend.

2009-04-26T12:20:00.003+08:00

I was some sort of ordered to do this. Because my 2 beloved irritating lovely friends had did it.

Ten Thing I Wish I Could Say To Ten People (But W/o Names Given)
1)I love you very much, miss gossip session:)
2)Sometimes i really wish to stab right in your brain but i can't do it becos i love you sooooo muchhhh..
3)I mean Like OMG must i really say something bout you we are Dickney Bitches! c'mon
4)You indian but i still appreciate you:)
5)I really wish the worst for you. (welcome to thailand)
6)Stopp it la it's fucking irritating!
7)I miss going simpang with you :(
8)I really miss your scooter ride..
9)Eh don steal my friends food ar!
10)what's your name vanilla? or chocolate?

Nine Things About Myself:
1)I love watching Jon and Kate Plus 8
2)I wanna be a pastry chef
3)Money $$$$
4)I love my dad and mommy
5)I hate CATS!!!!!!
6)I love my ah pui.
7)I'm chinese and i know that.
8)I love drinking and smoking:)
9)I love to gossip with bitches:)

Eight Ways To Win My Heart:
1)Make me feel like one and only in this earth
2)Have to common topic eg.Jon And Kate,WWE
3)Hulky
4)Edward Cullen????
5)Funny,Cute
6)Have to same Likes and Dislikes
7)Knows when is my pms period
8)Nice attitude

Seven Things that cross my mind alot:
1)Should i go school today???
2)yayy I'm gonna bake
3)How nice if i can be Mrs Stone,Orton,Levesque
4)Jon and Kate Plus 8
5)cigarettes
6)omg i can't wait for new moon movie
7)Sleep

Six Things I do Before I Fall Asleep:
1)Brush my teeth duh!
2)Drink water
3)Read a few pages of new moon
4)Kiss my dogg
5)Listen to my Ipod
6)Change my clothes

Five People Who Mean Alot (in no order or whatsoever):
1)Papa
2)Mama
3)Alicia
4)Lisa
5)Venezia

Four things you are wearing now:
1)Shirt
2)Shorts
3)Panty
4)oops! No more Ahahahaha

Three songs you listen to often:
1)Thinking of you -Katy Perry
2)Piece of me-Britney Spears
3)Taking Back My love -Enique Ft Ciara

Two Things you want to do before you die:
1) Get married to Curtis Stone, Randy Orton,Triple H
2)Have 8476353900 Kids!!!

One confession:
I seriously hate you.

BYE.

Comparisons are easily done.

2009-04-12T01:14:00.004+08:00

Happy Easter!!! God damnnnnnnn school starting like in 1 day!!!!!! It's giving my creeps! Today was out with Lisa David Alicia and family.. When to fish pond and eat like as if we have not eaten in 145725481542852 yrs. And yes i love the fishes. Always love them. Then we walk to beach and sit down talk and do wad we always do TALK! sooo fun. haha. oh yeah Lisa mama bought me a red rosary..Thanks Bills:)Anyways and the ipod i order online came! hahaha it's so cool! i love it! Guess wad?! my laptop now is available in Berry purple! damn. But if i have a choice once again i will still choose red la so ya shut up. BYE.

I love you:)

2009-04-06T00:22:00.002+08:00

Haven you figured that out yet?

2009-04-06T00:04:00.002+08:00

Oh wells, went to watch Fast and Furious 4 today with Alicia,Kristian,Cyndi. It is so exciting to the extend where i don't even have the time to blink my eyes!!! it so fun! Lately haven been doing much,lazying around beading beads,watching TV,listening to music. And somehow i have this daily routine for example. wake up round 1-2 plus in the afternoon, watch TV/beading beads/out with friends.Then later in the night watch twilight or sometimes on the phone with my 2 very irritating yet beloved friends. hahaha.sweet right? haha. Twilight is one movie which you can watch 165982465928 times and won't get sick and tired of. Edward is so sweet! i really can't wait for new moon and so on!.
School starting in 1 week. And I'm very excited / unhappy bout it! ARGH! got to bear with this stupid shit in my life! so sickening! BASTARD!

Shut you up now!

2009-04-02T03:34:00.002+08:00

Okay i have a major problem! I'm not sure if it hormone changing/PMS or whatever it is I'm just very sick and tired of you and your face! So i guess i can start all my Hates to you now? Firstly i never NEVER like you as a friend my my entire fucking life! Trust me even if one day in this world there's only me and you left I'll just kill myself! No doubt bout that SERIOUSLY! Secondly stop acting like you know about everything in this world from a wide range of Fashion to shit,are you putting on this stupid facade for just the sake of coverage of your pathetic race?! I see oxford student! There are many MANY more stuffs that i want to say about you but i just can't because i can't bear to bring myself to this low to even keep you in my mind bothering me. And lastly YOU ARE NOT HOT AND PRETTY! you honestly suck a big big time!

Okay now my friends are gonna ask me who this? Hint (Lisa And Alicia I bet you can guess right?)
1) It's a girl that I'm talking bout (DUH!)
2)Ex- sacssian but was not from sacps
3) Lisa and I will always tease bout her way of handling things in every conversation.

So Lisa and Alicia, Do yall agar agar figured out who is that I'm talking bout? Haha

Zara's way of thinking.

2009-03-28T16:52:00.002+08:00

FRIENDS are the person who will always be there for you and back you up.The only people who will bother listening to all your sorrows and happiness. They encourages you to pursue your dreams and they will always watch your back.They will not and must not leave you all by yourself when you're in major crisis.Gossiping behind your very own friends back is a cowardly act. Do you believe in friends forever?

"Anyone can sympathize with the sufferings of a friend, but it requires a very fine nature to sympathize with a friend's success.-- Oscar Wilde"

'Happiness is not a station you arrive at, but a manner of traveling.-- Margaret B. Runbeck'
ALICIA READ THIS.

'If your ship doesn't come in, swim out to it.-- Jonathan Winters'
DAVID READ THIS

'Perseverance is a great element of success. If you only knock long enough and loud enough at the gate, you are sure to wake up somebody.'-- Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
LISA READ THIS

All I want to say is never give up on your dreams as for me i love baking and i want to be the top baker in Singapore and maybe one day yall will see be on various magazines?! Lisa Alicia i know yall want to be a Vet so don't give up easily. It might take us years and years to actually achieve our dreams but all we can do now is WORK HARD so that our dreams will come true!!

Finding a place to live happily ever after

2009-03-26T01:37:00.002+08:00

Oh my God! "Coming Soon" is really scary! i was screaming and most of the time i was hiding my face behind alili bag! haha. Freaking scary i swear!!! i almost get choke on my waffle shit so embarrassing. hahaha.

Is Freedom all i want?

2009-03-23T16:57:00.002+08:00

Is freedom everything in this world? Yeah i agree. Even money is not that important as compared to freedom. Once you have been riped off all the freedom you have in this entire world you'll feel lost you'll feel controlled,everyday seems meaningless and colourless. the question is when and where do people have complete freedom all by themselves? If there is a country name "freedom" i will definitely go there and stay there for good. Not coming back to where I'm ripped off of freedom.

school..

2009-03-19T16:57:00.003+08:00

before i meet that annoying friend i shall blog how much i wan school to start like soon.

I get to do baking which i love it
I get to travel round spore
I get to know which idiots like me love baking
I get to go to school while ppl like lisa and alicia don't!
I know that yall feel like slapping me now.

Bye.

I want a new phone.

2009-03-17T01:31:00.002+08:00

I want/need a new phone! my Motorola is betraying me. it doesn't seems to work as well like the first time i got it. argh it's irritating me alot ! hai it's just my life i have to live with it. every electronic doesn't seems to work now! i thought like after having a laptop, Internet will not be a problem however it cost more trouble for me! fcuk!
Anyways, i didn't sleep till 6 plus ytd was talking to Lisa and i really miss one thing badly that is SCHOOL, i was staring outing of my window and everything just flash back like how i struggle to wake up in the morning, how the hell i even make it to school on time, buying sardines curry puffs and green tea,running to canteen buying nasi padang,sleeping in class,waiting for school to end...............etc. everything is so lovely and dear to me how i wish that i will have a time machine and i will definitely turn time back and just stop it!

I'm not a bitch.

2009-03-16T00:19:00.002+08:00

I was suppose to go for evening mass today. Apparently it didn't happen becos some devil choose prawning over mass. and the person is none other den Alicia tan! yes that's you bitch face. haha
Ytd was sooooo fun!! cycling in the rain getting all wet eating curry maggi with chilli padi!! However there is a price to pay for being wet! First my ipod went for a swim second wearing super wet clothes walking round downtown! wad a fabulous day spent with the clits:) love you guys:)

This is for Lisa: If love is a drug, I want OD!
(Happy?)

Chris Brown's Rihanna duet?

2009-03-10T22:59:00.002+08:00

Rihanna and Chris Brown are reportedly working on a new song together, which will be featured on Chris' upcoming album.
Rihanna and Chris Brown are reportedly working on a new song together, which will be featured on Chris' upcoming album.
Rihanna and Chris Brown are recording a duet.
The couple - who have reconciled after Chris allegedly assaulted Rihanna in his rented Lamborghini car last month - are said to be working on a song for Chris' new album, which is due out later this year.
A source said: 'They've been working on it together.'
The pair are believed to be recording with producer Polow Da Don - who wrote the Pussycat Dolls hit 'Buttons' - in a Santa Monica studio.
Neither Chris nor Rihanna's representatives have commented on the claims.
Last week, Chris was charged with two felonies - assault and making criminal threats - in relation to the alleged attack on Rihanna.
He is yet to enter a plea, but if convicted he faces a maximum of four years eight months in prison.
It has been claimed the 19-year-old singer may want to organise a plea deal in an effort to get the charges scaled down to a misdemeanour, which would mean he would not face jail.
Chris' lawyers are reportedly claiming Rihanna was also aggressive during the alleged altercation, which could mean Chris' crime wasn't a felony.
Rihanna reportedly started the fight after reading a three-page text message Chris had received from another woman, and also fought back when he was reportedly punching and biting her.
However, it has been claimed Chris may find the argument hard to substantiate as he had no injuries after the altercation.
It has also been suggested Chris sent a text message to Rihanna's assistant shortly after the incident apologising for his behaviour and stating he would be seeking help. If true, the message would be admissible in court as evidence.

:Msn Entertainment

I have no more comment. Rihanna has represent all women in this entire world that we women have no pride we are just puppet , being controlled by guys. So much for singing 'Take a Bow'!